A Letter

 Telling someone something that I couldn't tell them in person is a little difficult.

So who do I write this to.

Dear H,

You were one of my dearest friends

You brought me flowers for just being a supportive friend to you

You appreciated my friendship and I yours

We practically did everything together

You saw one, you saw the other

I loved every minute of it

One day you told me that you didn't want to be friends cause I wasn't helping you grow spiritually

My heart broke

I went into depression for a while

I lost my best friend for being true to myself

I think one of the reasons that I am a people pleaser is because of you

I have developed a habit of pleasing my friends to keep them happy with me

I rarely think of myself anymore

I kind of resent you for that

We parted ways like you wanted and I finally mended my life

Then I found some news about you that resulted in another broken heart

Why do you keep doing that to me?

How dare you not be the one to tell me

You know me better than that to know I wouldn't think any less of you

And how can you not think that this is not a trial placed on you?

You also know better than that

I love you and always will

But I am a little angry with you for doing what you have done to me

I placed you on a pedestal and you beat that down like a construction worker tearing down a wall

Things will never be the same again and I blame you for that

But I am grateful because I have learned some great lessons from all this experience

So thank you.

Yours Truly

Gratitude Rocks!!!

- pedicures, surprise visit from Holly (love you), a happy stomach, homemade soups